Despite my own delight (song lyrics)

I've had my opportunities
the worst of misdemeanor these
are half my capabilities, how?

The lock provides security
the key that means so much to me
the only one to set me free from now

I stress to fight
it's just my right
why not ignite the flame

and just to spite
my own delight
I'd do it all again

And so i'm told
i'm just to bold
to feel the cold again

although it's old
don't steal my soul
it's not for you my friend