This pain is just too much,
I dont know how to handle this,
What do I do with these feelings?
You wont talk to me,
Wont acknowledge or deny,
So Im left sitting here,
Holding the bag.
And all I want to do is drown my emotions,
Lock them away never to be seen again,
I want to hide my soft side away,
Never to be seen again,
Harden this shell of mine,
Put my guard up all over again.
Attach a fake smile to my lips,
And never let it waver,
If I pretend long enough,
That I am all healed,
Maybe some day it will be true....
