Sweet but Sour

I don't know what to say
I don't know what made it turn this way
In this direction
Opposite to affection
I'm laying in my bed
With last nights mishaps going through my head
What should i do
Im in love with you
I don't want us to go down an old path of mine
Because honestly it wasn't devine
I forget sometimes how much work relationships are
They can damage you, leave scars
I am a pretty strong woman been through alot for my age
Together, you and I, are bulletproof this is just a stage
Of this amazing longlasting thing called love
My bestfriend, my boyfriend, my soulmate sent from above <3