Words cannot express the emotion I get when I see you.
It doesn't feel like butterflies.
It feels like God himself twisting my guts from the inside out.
Only because I know deep inside I cannot have you.
It kills me inside, to know I will never be the one to hold you at night.
To know you belong to him.
The pain is overwhelming, I feel like crying, I feel like dying.
I never felt like this about another female.
Not even when I was with my ex, which was a complete fail.
Words cannot express my feelings toward you.
But, I keep trying, as I keep my heart at beat.
But, damn girl you bring me straight to my knees.
You have no idea how weak I feel as I fall below your feet.
You are my queen, my beautiful Goddess.
And, nothing else would ever matter.
I want to be yours, to be your savior and protector.
I'll go to war in your name and watch me be the victor.
So pathetic it is really to be this specific.
I don't even know the first thing about you.
I don't need to know, when out of the entire population you are the only one that glows.
You are the only one I see out of 7 billion lives.
My broken heart has chosen you to be my wife.
But, my mind tries to reason and take a look at reality.
You are not mine, and never will be.
My heart cannot accept that and it's killing me.
