Lost in space with no one around. Wondering the lonely universe cursed, nothing worst then being this alone. The more I speak the more hatred I receive the people who will not believe. People who are too scared to see the harsh reality. I live a fantasy in my mind to escape this insanity that we've created to torment one another. I'm done trying, done wiping my eyes after I'm done crying.
Lost in space wondering this dark cold empty place with no light to show me the way. I wish I can accept the lie that one day things would turn out to be OK. But, life doesn't give anyone a break, sometimes you just have to take what you want for ones sake, like a fake smile on a clowns face. Am I the only one who can witness the pain of others? Am I the only one who can see behind the mask everyone seems to put on after closing the door behind them? I don't blame them I too do the same to hide this pain.
Lost in this empty place with no way out. Then some wonder why others get pissed. And, I ask myself, where is God in all of this? Yes I do question the bible. The questions I have and the answers I have none. Where have you gone? God. 7 billion lives lost and yet you send a book to show us into the light? Seeing is believing, and what I've seen it isn't worth dying. The pain and suffering we live in this living breathing Hell. Everyone full of sin lost within hearts so broken. No way out, but Death.
