Father! :{ you ain't here with me to say it to you personal but if I say it out loud you can hear me right yea..... If I was up there with you and I can watch over people with you and I would be happier if I died and went up there I don't think no body going to miss me that's why I said I wish I was dead and I could be up there with you now but people say he wants you to live on he wants too see your future going to be but I don't cause I'm not going to live long my Aunt said it and I also said I'm not so lets see how long I hope I can live until well get close to be 15 I wil pray if i have to Lord watch Over me and Dad You as well
