I'm confussed

I don't like how things been going
it seems like i'm boring
don't hide anything
but please respect me like a king

things are going out of hand
i should tighten the band
or loosen it up
and break the cup

once over it's done
and i will be gone
nowhere to find me
i will be wherever i wanna be

kiss me good-bye
or you won't get another try
stay strong
and nothing will go wrong