'There will be no more
trading tomorrows,
for that secret chance
you cut yourself with.'

This made the whole piece for me! MarryAnne, your poetry is a breath of fresh air.

However many years
will scourge or wash you
clean, you won't stray.

^this part suggests to me that you see yourself as a loyal person.

No more will you be as sacred,
as I see you are right now.

^this suggests that you may be a little more chilled.

There will be no more
trading tomorrows,

^Could be wishing away the days, rather than making the most of today.

for that secret chance
you cut yourself with.

^Did you stick your neck out and get hurt? Emotionally.

I believe you still will be
searching, but that your faith
will take you by the hand,
and you won't be alone.

^You may still be undecided on which path to take, but you may have more believe in your own abilities.

Above is how this read to me, I might be wrong, Good little poem filled with strong messages.