Tears fall from my eyes.
When thoughts of 'How a man will never love me'
Pass through my mind.
Is it so selfish to waste tears on such a thing?
I am fully aware of suffering that ruins our once beautiful world.
How lucky I am to have a family, place to live, food ect.
Yet life somtimes feels like a burden.
I crush on someone who shall I know never crush on me.
A stranger walking to a houes is what I feel like with family.
School, such a nasty place. Math I suck at as the rest of the classes.
Freinds are scare to find for one such as me.
A suicidal cousin always on my mind I fail to share about.
Yet I feel I should be more grateful.
Focuse on pushing my emotions away, locked up in a cage sent to the darkest part of my heart.
This is what I shall do.
