Cursed

Since the day of my birth I've been cursed.
All this hated I've deserved.
So much hate toward myself.
I wish my life was nothing but a fairy tale.
I do not deserve to be happy.
Too long have I been living in this harsh reality.
So many sins I have committed.
In death all is forgiven.
Even in death my memories will never be forgotten.
Stuck in this depression of contradiction.
Everything I say or do is illogical.
The pain of life is and will be chronicle.
There is nothing more I can do wrong.