The night is cold, I'm sitting on my bed
The thought came, my feelings are now dead
Maybe because, it's already too long
To hope that for you someday I'd belong
No strong heart is brave enough
To suffer this much in this so called love
Ignorance for almost six long years
Has taken from me 5 gallons of tears
I tried to keep it all deep down here
I ignored that what if's and my fear
Hoping someday, you would see my way
But these fantasies made me astray
I thought I'll never get tired on loving
But pain crushed my heart with longing
And when the time came to me
I become tired and set you free
It's long enough to keep you inside
Suffering your ignorance when I'm by your side
The eyes that I thought, beaming with love
Now looking at it without anything I'd have
Embracing the loneliness, I'm all alone
The freezing sensation tickles my bone
As I settle myself under my blanket
Saying goodbye, like a breaking sunset. :'(
