Saving you but not myself

Im trying to help
So you don't turn out like me.
But I don't know how long I'm going to last.
Helping you ... Never helping myself.
I'm almost ready to give up fighting the darkness but before
Before i fade away, I'm going to save you
From the one thing thats destorying me
My friend I won't let you turn out like me.
Dying inside , emotionless, sad so very sad and angry all the time.
You will be saved my friend even though I've never been able to save myself.
But you have a life that you need to live , people who need you to live , so I will do everything I can to save you ........ Even if it means drowning in my dispair forever.