I cry every night. When nobody can see me.
When all my walls break down.
Piece by piece, I'm tearing away the enemy.
My self esteem is low,
But you can't hurt me
I'm dead inside, because your gone forever
You said maybe later, but I said never.
This entry will mean nothing to you. .just words on a blank page
Just like the kiss I gave you, always fading away
This pain he caused me. . .
Has opened a new door
The one that led me into my new world.
Where everything means war
Her battles are slowly fading away
With every time she wears that fake smile
The tears are no longer salt water leaving her body
But the arms carrying her to safety
She shakes and screams,
Cries and dreams
That maybe someday
She will be in your arms again.
It may end forever, this one year slumber
She's dying inside, and trying to hide
Every scar you left
So dark and deep, yet they feel so weak.
They keep her going, they keep her happy
Because one day in her dead future, she will love again.
It won't be as real as it was, because you stole that from her,
Along with the smile she wears, you're the tears she cries, and the dreams she can't hide
She's falling from grace, she can't find her place,
she falling behind, she's losing her mind
but you will soon be hurt, like you've hurt so many others
you will love like it was your last chance,
instead of skipping this one dance
hopefully you can see, that I'm getting stronger
repairing your damage, with this torn bandage.
The scars will never fully heal, because they are always going to be real
And everything will soon be better than revenge
Because for my life, it always depends ;)
