Recently I have come to peace,
Peace that I will have no REAL friends.
I have searched.
But mine are such crap that it leaves me feeling sad and empty.
My life has become so empty,
I don't know what to do anymore .
Yes, I watch My Little Pony.
And I love it,
But it also leaves me sad .
I will never have so called "best friends."
I want someone I can tell everything to.
I haven't found that.
And I'm feeling empty and hopeless.
I want someone to accept me for who I am,
And I know people have best friends that are just like them.
And.. I want that.
But I'll never find it.
Someday I hope to have that,
and be completely happy, and content.
But instead.
I'm caught up in a mess that I'll never be able to fix myself.
I can't hold everything in.
I need someone to tell them to.
Without them griping, being mad, or judging me..
One day I hope to find this best friend.
And I hope it's soon..
