Why must you be so naive?
These names will never allow us to be the same.
The hate that follows will never leave,
Placing me into just another hurtful game.
Now I have that "perfect" night burned into my mind
On top of my missed home I still call mine.
I get to remember the names you've made me grieve,
Right after I truly believed that your love wasn't about to deceive.
A part of me was murdered
On a flawless loving night
Those names stabbed me with atrocious might.
These names you've coerced into me
Made such a horrific memory
Now I wish you could see
The dolorous things the names did to my heart and me.
The pain I tried to keep hidden
Knowing that your knowledge is forbidden,
But I just couldn't do it.
I was exerted of fighting all the shyt,
I couldn't keep up my mask,
It turned out to much of a task,
And that's when the names were allowed to pass.
The names lashed out in my vulnerable heart,
And started lacerating apart everything I smiled for;
Bringing in the memories of that night forever more
With the murder in my heart disguised that I have bore.
As an old missed day,
But the truth lies in the names who you adore,
And the reasons you long to leave me and walk away.
