My mind is buried in deep thoughts.
I am sedated, feeling paralyzed.
My eyes are the only thing moving.
Wandering through pitch black surrounding.
It must be 3 in the morning.
And I feel so restless, insomnia is my friend.
She accompanies me while I drown in my thoughts.
I feel pain, but it doesn't hurt.
I'm trying hard but I cannot escape.
I'm a prisoner of my own body and mind.
I let my bed sink me in with the sheets.
Am I still breathing, I cannot feel.
MY lips are shut together, unable to speak.
My hands are clenched, frozen into fists.
I feel as though my heart stopped beating.
But then again, I'm still here thinking.
I want to scream loud and get angry.
For not knowing what's happening to me.
My mind is still buried in deep thoughts.
And I cannot escape.
