Love is but a misleading dream;
Just another one of her deceitful schemes.
You never think the future is back on earth,
And its unexpected when the love reaches its dearth.
I just wish I could show you my thoughts in my head;
Then maybe you would understand what is going on inside.
I just wish you could see why my tears have bleed;
Then maybe we won't be separated behind this divide.
Every step is tantalized
With distasteful and relentless reminders of how love wasn't enough,
Ignoring the unceasing and excruciating pain you must analyze
The regret of pouring out your heart
For her to viciously rip apart.
Can't you hear my heart's vociferation from the lonesome floor?
Don't you even care?
That the abhorrence must happen no more
Because my heart won't make it through another tear.
She leaves you lagging behind
Grasping for any form of hope, for another chance.
Until reality drags your heart's envisioned heaven down to drown.
Since the forbidden love will never happen again
You cling to the memories of the past.
When there was the delusions that there wasn't an end
Now your crying over what was never going to last.
Can't you see my life is a mess?
I'm not going to surmount the stress.
Does it even matter
That my life has been repressed into the shadows,
And precipitously about to shatter.
Then through my detestable wounds will be the malevolent torment,
Where the lies will be laid in dormant
Waiting for the discrete time to swiftly spread
To oppress me at the throat until I'm dead.
