Then and Now

I used to be a favorite
i used to be a little princess
i used to be loved by everyone
i used to love life
i used to get straight A's
i used to be happy
i used to smile everyday
i used to pretend i was a fairy
i used to want to live life to the fullest

i am emotional
i am unwanted
i am hated more than liked
i am questioning life
i am getting C's
I am depressed
i am putting on a fake smile
i am pretending i mean something
i am now not wanting to live