And All Remains a Husk

The pain
Eating away at my very soul
Erodes my core
Until nothing is left
But a pathetic mass of waste
and fat
and self-loathing

A mass unmoving yet quivering
Vibrating with impotent rage
Causeless, directionless
Mounting ever higher
Ready to explode

Lashing out at everyone
To hide my insecurities
Only making them more obvious
So incompetent
Foolish
useless

Thoughts spiraling out of control
Losing track of time
Of myself
Time to let go
And find release