It all started with him and his friend
Bugging me till came the day's end...
Cuz you see it was a love triangle
With different sides and angles....
But he agreed to help me make his friend see
That the friend and I weren't meant to be...
So we started to spend some time together
And finally we couldn't stay away from each other...
So he asked me to be his girl
And made me the happiest in the whole world...
Well we started to date
Making me think that he is my soul mate..
I thought that our love could go through hot flames
But he thought that our relationship was just a game...
For some time we were happy together
But like they say nothing lasts forever...
Finally he got bored and said goodbye
And I thought that I would die...
my heart was engulfed in pain
And I knew that I would never be the same...
my feeling were badly abused
and i felt that my love was used...
so i swore revenge
because my heart i had to avenge..
four months later he came back asking for a second chance
and i thought "why not for a second time dance"..???
I was finally going to get even
because i now believed that he was not the one sent from heaven..
But along the way
my heart was betrayed
because I was falling for him again
And that's when the confusing feelings began...
I didn't know what to do
because I didn't know whether he felt the same way too..
I didn't know how he really felt
So with the problems I dealt..
I broke up with him
The right solution it seemed
I thought I was doing the right thing
But little did I know that I was ruining everything...
because you see,
He realized his mistake the first time and knew that we were meant to be...
But I thought that like the first time it wasn't the real deal
Truth is this time he was for real..
So confused and hurt he went away..
And that was a price that I had to pay...
Because I later realized that he really did love me
And wanted to be with me...
But its way too late
because he's now out there looking for another soul mate
I now miss him so
And I wish that I had never him let go..