IT'S been nine months and four days
Since I first sent you away
And every day that passes by
I would ask myself why?
Why did I leave you?
After all that we've been through
Why did I think that I would have fun?
When you would be long gone
Why did I ignore your touch?
When you said that you missed me so much
Why did I give you a glare?
When you told me that you cared
Why did I look into your eyes?
And tell you all those lies
Why was I so mean?
When all you did was treat me like a queen
Why did I leave you on the side line?
When all you wanted was to be mine
Why did I act?
Before analyzing all the facts
Why didn't I think twice?
Before rolling the dice
Why did I leave you all alone?
When I could have held on
Why did I do such things?
Just to hurt your feelings
Why did I break your heart?
And let our love fall apart
These questions of mine
The answers I'll never find
Because what I did I'll never forget
What I've done I'll always regret
Because now I've realized that only you cared
But sadly, I was too ignorant to be aware...