I thought of you today i think of you and it seems like yesterday that you left this world. I sit and remember all the times i could have come to see you and yet something was always more important or so it seemed.With life so hecktic and the bills that need to be paid the kids running around and all that life has it seems that we say i go tommorrow and yet tommorrow always has its own things that need to be done and now i sit here and say what was so important that i had to do that i couldnt come see you.
I wish i could go back and just sit with you and listen to all the things you had to say. I would hold on to every word and keep it safe. knowing that all you were doing is tring to teach the way.I know you knew i loved you and that you ment the world to me.I just wish that i had one more chance to tell you i love you.
Taking for granted that every thing was ok, not wanting to face the truth not wanting to hear the words.
watching you fade away and pretending everything will be ok. you told them all that you were going away you told them all the way to handle the arrangements was itd that i couldnt handle the trueth or was it that i just did hear you.
I wish you were here to see your greatgrand childrean i know you would love them as only you can i cried many tears over them never knowing you then i relized you seen them even before me. So i willl hold close to your memorise and keep them safe until the day i see you again loveing you always you granddaughter.....
