Sit & Think

I just Sit and think of all the stuff I have been thru
I sit and think bout people that have came in & out my life
I sit and think bout if I didn't have trust in god where would i be, probably sum where on the streets
I sit and think and sit and think
Why me
But grandma always told me don't question god, there's a reason for everything
I sit and think and sit and think and sit and think will things ever change for me
I sit and think bout when will that breaking point be
I sit and think of why is my wall so high, why wont it come down
But as i sit and think it all comes down to childhood memories
I'm sitting and thinking bout all my problems only to realize half of them shouldn't be mine
But since i grew up the way i did what shouldn't be my problem is
And that leaves me sitting and thinking and worrying when will all this end, when will my war end
When will it end
But until then i jus sit and think bout all the stuff that have been