You Said

You said I don't know how to love
and it's not two people that fit like a glove.
You said I don't truly love you
but I really do, if only you knew.
Maybe if I died for you, maybe you would see
how important you are, how much you mean to me.

I carved your name into my chest,
So you would know I loved you best.
But you weren't flattered when you saw it,
said it was a trick, all I had to do was draw it.
I burnt your name down my throat,
I wrote a poem for you, gave you a note
but it wasn't good enough to move you
and now from my life I have to remove you.

I tried to stop myself from thinking
'cause I'd only feel like I was shinking,
I told myself it'd be okay cause time heals,
when you only pay attention to what she feels.

You said you only view me as a friend
but I cant accept that this is the end,
it's not that easy to let go of you,
and pretend that we are through.

Can't you hear my heart beating so fast?
It cant move on forget what it felt in the past.
I have been crying myself to sleep for so many days,
trying to hate you in so many different ways.

Why can't you see that what you're doing is wrong?
Wouldn't you care about me if I weren't strong?
I'm whispering your name, can't you hear?
Tell me when it's time for me to go, and I'll disappear.
I would do anything for you, can't you see?
Just to have you here, sitting next to me.

If you feel nothing about me,
Don't give me hopes that things might change
by telling me I'm beautiful, nice and strange
I don't need the tears you give me at night
you aren't even here to make it alright.
Don't play with my feelings, like it's a game,
I lose myself in the sound of your name.

Am I not good enough for you or what?
Don't walk away from me like that!
I need an explanation and I'll get it
I still love you, don't ever forget it.

*This is an old poem but I forgot to submit it earlier*