You said you weren't like the rest,
that you wouldn't leave,
and I trusted that. I trusted you.
I thought you'd always be there,
even when things get rough.
I thought I was your best friend;
the one you could tell stuff to.
But all of it was a lie.
You no longer care about me.
I know its my fault, but I didn't think
you could just stop caring.
I didn't know it was that easy for you.
I wish it was that easy for me.
Easy for me to tell my heart you're gone.
That there's nothing I can do.
That easy for me to stop caring.
But it's not. I wish it was, but it's not.
I know it's because of my childish mistakes.
The fact that I always think you don't want to be my friend.
But it's because I was scared.
Scared you'd leave me like the rest.
Scared that you'd stop caring like the rest,
and that's happened.
I've ruined our friendship.
I've ruined what I was lucky to have.
I know I'm clingy, but it's because I care.
I know there's nothing I can do to change this.
And I won't beg or cry.
But I want you to know ,
You may have stopped caring about me,
but I'll always care about you.