I cried
I finally cried
It hit me like a ton of bricks
" hes gone"
I tried to be strong
You can only be for so long
They poored out
Like rain in a thunderstorm
and kept coming like a flash flood
I cried tell I couldnt cry anymore
than screamed, and threw things
pounded my pillow and cursed god
Than like clockwork cried again
It wasnt like you left me, and I would see you around
No you were gone, nothing left but a stone
The pain is the only reminder you were real that we were real
All be ok though all make it
and everything will be alright
but for now all cry
