Fighting for your love

All my life I had to fight
just to feel your love.
Now I cannot sleep at night
when it's you I'm thinking of.

Paranoid that you would go;
disappear from sight.
You said it wouldn't happen
but turns out I was right.

To you I may mean nothing,
maybe I never did.
But I've been fighting for your love
since I was just a kid.

Always feeling like a burden,
like you never wanted me.
I guess it was always true
but my naivety couldn't see .

You were once my favourite person
although now I don't know why.
Someone you love this much
should never make you cry.

I know that you're not coming back,
your love was never truly there.
I guess I made one bad mistake
for believing you could care.

Saffie
21

10/5/12