You bring it back inside my head
all because the lies you said.
You don't realise what you've done
but you can't stop what you've begun.
Why did you have to do this to me?
Now this darkness is all that I see.
If you had seen what I went through
and if it had been done to you,
why did you act like his best friend?
No one's that good at playing pretend.
I know you're lying, it's on your face,
nothing you say fits into place.
All the facts you think are right,
I have to study them through the night.
Bringing it back when I fall asleep
because of memories you're making me keep.
It hurts that I can't believe you
but we both know it's not true.
You lied to excuse your drinking
now our relationship is sinking.
But don't come to me for sympathy,
I know alcoholics can't feel empathy.
All you care about is you
and I just don't know what to do.
But unlike you I can't pretend
and I will not act like I'm your friend.
Your lies have stabbed me like a knife
so now I want you out my life.
