Missing you before knowing you
our love will be relentless as Im lovestruck taken so far so fast.
Without you my life is an absurdity
Im incomplete to the hundredth power.
Like an unwatered plant, a hungry baby crying or a loudly ringing unanswered phone
I yearn for you, I burn for you.
An obssessed detective
on the trail of my better half.
I rise for the promise of you everyday.
A false smile masquerading
the longing I feel in your abscence.
No direction for my affections
my world is crippled without you.
I constantly fight the urge to self medicate
and numb myself.
Im am starving for you.
Come out, come out
where ever you are..........
-Santacruz-
