I can feel your inner doubts by reading the words in this poem and it's understandable. Once you leave the child-phase behind it becomes harder to trust and love unconditionally..yet God does deserve this kind of attention from us, because we are a part of Him..inseperable and everlasting. All we send to Him will be returned thousandfold.
So nice to always see you share your life and thoughts on here, MaryAnne:)