Do you ever feel like theres no where else you can turn?
No one else you can talk too?
You try your best to be a good daughter,sister,friend & student?
But, the pain is so strong sometimes you cant breathe?
You try to smile & look happy in the pictures you take, but you can see the hurt in your eyes?
But other people just see what they want to see?
Everyone says they're there for you?
But in the end your laying on your bed crying yourself to sleep?
Because you cant breathe, think, or even see?
Your so close to just giving into everything?
The sex, drugs, drinks?
Because its easier?
You feel the urge to cut.. But dont because you think of that one person who would truely die if you did?
The person that would be there with you every second of the day if they could?
Then you remember you mean nothing to that person anymore...
Thats what makes you hurt so much you cant breathe..