What Is....?

What is fear?
- great openeing question because fear is different for everyone and there are so many annswers to this.

Is it the nightmares?
- no one can truly understand the fear of these unless they have had them themselves.

How can I be scared from my own imagination?

- our imagination can cause many great stresses for us!

Im running from a world i invented

- i = capital.. I
- I liked this idea, I think it has deeper meanings inside it though.

Hiding from the monsters i created
- again i = capital I, also another great line which can also have deeper meanings inside it.

I can't change my thoughts
They're just getting worse

- this is sad to know you feel like that, we cannot always change our thoughts but we can write them and hope that eases them off. We can also get help to deal with them and learn to change them.

Waking up screaming...isnt normal
-isnt =isn't. You could also add to this, the question of what is normal? you say waking up screaming isn't normal, but what is normal?

I dont need therapy!
- don't

Leave me alone!

I dont want your help!
- don't

Im not worth it
-I'm . Yes, actually, you are worth it and deserve it.

Im a waste of time
-I'm . This is not true, however I understand that you feel this way about yourself.

Im a waste of space
-I'm - again sadly not true but this is how you feel which is a shame.

I never belonged to this place

- all I can say is that you do belong and things will be better for you one day.

your writing is very deep and filled with a lot of emotion. I wonder about this poem, when you say to " leave me alone " and " I do not want your help " I wonder if this is really true? Or deep down you do want to be helped, perhaps your fear of not being able to be helped stops you? Or the fear of being hurt again makes you put your walls up and say no to begin with?

Anyway. good poem. x