A Torture

You planted this pain in me
When you make me fall for you
And made my heart crushed in vain
Back then I never knew

I decided to let you go
'Cause I know you loved her
But as time passed by
My moving on became blur

You seemed so sweet to me by now
And you have been so caring
But fear is all that I have
For I just know you're lying

I know you have her in your heart
So please let go of me
Don't ever make me fall for you
Dear please don't say you're sorry

I was once a stupid fool
When I let myself fall for you
But all I know back then is that
My feelings are pure and rue

But vain is all you've given me
And now it's so obvious
You never gave me a refuge
When tears are superfluous

What you want by now dear?
Hurt me once again?
And leave me grieving each day
Like what you did back then?

Please don't get too close to me
Again I plead to you
Let my heart rest in peace
And give me what is true

Though it may hurt me to know
That you would still chase that girl
It's better than to live in lies
Just so to make me twirl