You're the only one I swear I'd marry
You portrayed my ideal husband-to-be
But then I guess I'm not that lucky
'Cause right now in my heart, there's only fury
I know dear we can never be together
Or be lovers in just a while? no, neither
I just know that in your heart you have her
And waiting for her to marry her after
I avoided you for it hurts so bad
To love a person that I never had
I can do nothing but pray to God
Hoping my heart would forever be glad
I know dear that you don't love me
So please don't act as of you care truly
Closeness between us has lost it's beauty
The truth that I need to accept painfully
Back then I wished for happiness to maintain
Letting me live falsely in shame
For now, I'd rather live extremely in pain
Just don't let me live in lies and vain
