You Wouldnt Understand ..

Everybody has a life story.............
But Some you wouldnt understand.........................
See picture a little girl born into the world with the slightest intention of things taking the wrong turn
but see you wouldnt understand
But now picture that little girl seeing her mommy and daddy fighting anyway possible then the police comes then daddy leaves
But keep in mind she's daddy little angel
But see you wouldnt understand
Picture that little girls mommy losing her state of mind in which she cant get back.
Leaving just that little girl and her brother which was a year older than her to survive on their own
But see dont be quick to judge because that little girls mommy didnt know any better because her mind was in a whole 'nother place
But see you wouldnt understand
See that same little girl and her brother being placed home to home until one magic day her grandmother takes them in
Oh but wait you wouldnt understand
See that same little girl had the intention that the dark nights would turn into brighter days
But see you wouldnt understand
Now picture that little girl growing up into elementary
See she was the laughing stalk of everything
Being called cruel things such as ugly, funny looking, stupid, dumb
Coming home crying almost every other day
Oh but see you wouldnt understand
Now picture that same girl attending junior high
Where either you was either in style or you was a lame
oh but she fit in quite well , enriched class and all
but see that just the glitz of the story
now picture that same girl attending high school
filling out to become a woman
hoping that she'll find her prince charming there
but wait you wouldnt understand
she those prince charmingS had her completely fooled
see that 4 letter L word goes a long way
Oh no Im not talking about LOVE , Im talking about LUST
wait you wouldnt understand
see lust will have your innocence, integrity, purity ripped from your body and threw away like it wasnt meant to be there
Looking for something your dad never gave you in those prince charmingS
OH but WAIT you wouldnt understand
they said a smile hides everything so that same girl took the initiative
hiding every dark thing with a smile
oh but wait see you wouldnt understand
see those dark things , suicide thoughts , the past would always cross her mind
oh but wait you wouldnt understand
see she always heard your not good enough , you'll will never make it , you CANT ,... CANT ... CANT
Oh but wait you'll never understand
See some of you reading this may have had things handed to you
but this one particular girl had to EARN , STRIVE ,. to get whatever she wanted
oh but wait some of your wouldnt understand
sometimes she think maybe she's not good enough , maybe she wont make it , maybe she better off not here
But she that SAME girl brushed her shoulders off and kept it pushing jumping over every obstacle she had to to get farther in life
oh but wait you wouldnt understand
that same girl had something taken from her that she LOVED to do. that thing was her PRIDE and JOY and it was taken from her with a snap of the fingers and the person that took it didnt give a damn to ask whats the next thing your going to do because she had every little thing handed to her
oh but wait you STILL wouldnt understand
that still doesnt hide the pain of the family issues
1 uncle on drugs, 1 uncle an alcholic , 1 uncle has AIDS by messing with a dirty female , boy oh BOY does rapping it up and staying protected comes in handy , and the other 2 pushing weight just to make ends meet
BUT WAIT YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND
1 aunt weed head , struggling to make ends meet just because she WAS spoiled , 1 aunt boojie acts like she never been to the hood in her life .
but wait there's more YOU wouldnt understand
See that same girl grew up to understand her mother WAS on drugs, had a baby and had to give it away . Daddy is basically a sperm donor because he's in and out of jail and because he has 8 other children running around somewhere
but wait you wouldnt understand
The little girl grew up to realize its a cold dirty world
NO ONE gives a DAMN whether you have problems on your shoulder just as long as its not theirs
but see those same people wants to be in your face not knowing your situation .
OH but wait they dont UNDERSTAND
See thats just the GIST of things that little girl encountered
Now I didnt write this for you to feel sorry for this , more like THESE little girls
Some of this might even be MY story
But See EVERYBODY has a LIFE STORY right ?
NOW TELL ME DO YOU UNDERSTAND ?