Waiting room of pain

Here I sit in a waiting room of pain thinking and pondering if  this heart ack would ever go away as  I  stair into the wall as the pain flows out as  if Time was paused........  what a weird feeling this is its as if time was taken it's  time counting time and father clock was on break ... So  my mind beings  to wonder to a distance place where time always wonders alone looking to find peace love and harmony and the animals ran free what a world that we would never see!!