She was quite emotional tonight,
about her son going away.
He is only four,
i didn't know what to say.
She has never been without him,
and he has always had his mother.
Its just a weeks holiday,
together with grandad ,dad and brother.
I know he will have a good time,
while he is away.
But if things don't go well,
we can pick him up anyday.
This will happen more,
and she will have to let him go.
At least she has her boy,
i had to let my boys go.
It hurts that i don't see them,
i miss them everyday.
The guilt that i feel will never go away,
but that's the price i have to pay.
If i want her love everyday.