Inside My Head

Everyone wants to
get inside my head
figure me out
why i wish i was dead

Ask so many questions
like why am i sad?
why am i messed up kid
why do i get so mad?

They want to know the truth
about the girl behind the mask
they want to dig deep
and explore my past

They wanna know about my family
and why i act up in school
they know I'm smart
but i act like a fool

They want to know
about the cuts on my arm
and why i always
cause myself harm

Why do i lie
and push people away
why don't i have faith
and why don't i pray

Inside my head
the answers lie
but there locked away
in my troubled mind

Inside my head
are my hopes and dreams
but also locked away
are my silent screams

My pain is there too
and memories of the past
of my innocence
that slipped away so fast

So give up now
there's no use anymore
my mind is a locked room
without a door

You'll never get inside
so give up on me
inside my head
is a place you'll never see