This is something I feel I should've not ever revealed you
But keeping such a weight in my brain
Hurts me like stabbing my head without killing me at once
It was the fake truth we were called just friends
I and only myself knew, that I loved you with all my heart
And that was you who made me fall for you
Don't say a word!
You heart knew it more than I did
Until today you appeared to me as you were the one for me
Whenever you were trying to get me closer to you
I felt like I was flying
Believe me it was all true, I'm not lying
Why didn't you ever let me know you were not all yours?
And that you belonged with someone too
I never thought you too were one of the liars.
Why you showed me off that I was your only one
And why did you acted as if you were about to take my heart
Was I such bad to be deceived?
Is this the thing you gave me back for caring you this much?
Don't say a word!
You know until this moment I never was unpleasant to you
I was your friend, but you knew I loved you
So is this what you gave me back for loving you?
If I was only your friend,
At least you should have told me your story
Then I never let my heart to scratch my brain and run through
You were totally a lie
The love you planted in my heart made my eyes so blind
I never saw the real you
You were in another hand so clever
Unless my eyes bring me witness I never believe you were lying
It was true you have never asked for my love
But indirectly so many things you have made me aware of...
That you wanted me to stay close
That you needed me and murmured to my heart
You knew what was running across my mind
But why until today, you kept silent
Letting my heart to love you more and more
Say I was only your friend
So why you could not tell your friend the truth about you
You know you lied so you have nothing left to say
Hope you feel what I'm feeling right now
If I'll be near somewhere then
I'll explain the pain of a heart that silently loved someone
Then you will try to shout out aloud what you need then
You will try to find a one word which can gather all what you feel
Like I do now
I bet you fail
You always failed
Because you never could speak through your heart
And because you dropped a heart that madly loved you
