What can u do when all u want is to let go,
let the blood and pain run,
let it flow, when no1 else dares to look,
it seems no 1 cares about ur life u took,
when u have screwed up so much,
and cant take it back.
Deep down ur sore and dead,
dark and grey is in ur head,
the world is blury from ur tears, when 1 thing u'd like it wat 1 person fears,
2 me 2 die would b a relief,
to finally lose my last ever leaf,
2 shed my fear hurt and pain,
and to never feel it again.
When no1 is there for u 2 talk, when all ur life it seems is in chalk, in one light rain is it gone,
when the dark ends then there is dawn,
waiting and glowing like it should, leaving this place like i could,
i should b gone,
i should be dead,
off floats the pain like so many tonnes of lead,
pop some pills, chase it with a drink,
go for a swim and plz let me sink,
i miss that gurl who was once here, so happy and funny,
all that is left is a single tear, not just 1 but a million more,
dead and gone is now my core
