First true love

20 years on and I still think of you
Your flame red hair,the smell of fresh summer dew
I remember quite clear what everyone said,
Your should walk right now,leave him for dead,
And the worse thing is I listened to them
Fell for the patter of countless men.
I remember too what your old gramps said
Your too good for him,screw on your head.
I honestly thought I was doing u right!
Leaving like that in the dead of the night
Seemed at the time you'd be better off,
Only now do I know how much you loved me,
Only now do I realise what i lost.
They say times a healer,well not for me
I lie in bed and Still think of thee;
Of what we'd be doing,how we'd get on.
And what would you think of the man I've become...