It's too late, you've gone
But still I can't keep a step behind
The best times we had together as closer friends
Will never ever come alive again
The secret both of us had in our hearts will never play hide and seek
Though I miss you seriously
Now I feel, it so strange to talk to you like in the past
I feel that it is not fair to disturb you
But once in a while, I always did and you too
And we enjoyed that very much
Our feelings, our hearts and our words
Have had the hardest times being disturbed
And have gone through the most difficult moments
We could hardly make control of
But all is gone
Whenever I now say, once in a blue moon
"Hi, I just remembered you"
I'm afraid to see your response
You know better than me
That I did not "just" remember you but remember you always
But you stay like you don't feel anything, unlike before
You are not him; you are someone else to me now
But I'm trying to get him back, chasing behind you
Wish you could someday know
After you left me
How hard it was to me to wait for you
My heart weeps, and beats violently until the feeling comes to my mind
Oh will it blast or come out of my body?
I remember still, you were my sweetest friend,
Made me love you hiding behind the mask of friendship
So I better consider you as my secret love
And I know you had the same feeling
Our hearts had a very little distance to break through
But instead, you broke my heart and moved out
The impatience, the nervousness I had
When you were about to grab my heart
Are still there in me in the very way you created them
And now you're trying to become unfamiliar
Trying to hide from a heart so caring
I'm shaking even when I see or hear your name's 1st letter
I feel scared when you hardly say "Hello" to me
While you're trying to forget me, I'm trying to get to know you
I'm sick of it, but hard to let you go
You have taken away my heart to where I can never find it back
I don't know, what's up to my hope
But I will never forget, that I really really loved you
And those memories will never fade but will ever shine in my dreams
Though it's so heart aching when I remember the way you lied and left me
After making you the meaning of my heart
When it beats...
