Dying Inside

Troubles running through my head
All solutions are already dead
I'm going crazy very slowly over stuff
I haven't seen things ever be this tough
I cant get what i want anymore
And i know there's much worse in store
So my eyes are filling up with tears
As i glance over this past year
It's been too unpredictable to me
And it gave me a little but not all i need
My friends betrayed me through my roughest times
Now i really can't even claim them as mine
I feel alone even though you're there
But sometimes it don't seem that you care
You say I'm gonna break your heart
When lately you've been tearin' my emotions apart
I want it to be like it used to be
When both you and i were always happy
I'm sorry that i broke down and cried
But it just shows you how badly I'm dying inside.