I never knew i'd miss him so much.
Never thought he'd be gone.
Didn't expect him to go.
But he did, he just walked away,
After all the fighting. All the pain.
Even after all the fun. All the laughs.
You still just walked away.
Without a backward glance you drove away.
I still cry when i think about you.
Even now they're trying to break out.
I'm staying strong, but I still break.
Even to this day.
I still break down crying, weeks, even months after you left.
I still can't stop them.
I'll be laying next to him.
But you're the one on my mind.
No excaping, no running away.
These thoughs take over everything.
I hate remembering that you left me here alone.
I feel myself pulling away from him.
Even though i know you're gone
There's no going back to the way things used to be.
Baby you're to far gone.
So why do i keep pulling away from him...
When I know you're never coming back?
