Fading away falling fast trying to grab hold but there's nothing except air at my grasp .the need to breathe has never been as painfull as now.seeing black and hitting the ground feeling so lifeless not makeing a sound .I want you to love me but not like you do I want us to be one instead of two. I know that you love me and you say that you care but your so distant from me I wish I was there .I want to feel your warmth I need to feel your touch I just hate to lean on you like a crutch but I need you to understand you help me so much. I am here and you are there but when I hear your voice I really don't care. Your voice is like a lullaby that hushes my thoughts and pain .your presence paints a thousand butterfly's in my heart and mind to stain. Your eyes are like a sunset your arms like the sea. I can't wait until I get the chance to have them both caressing me. I long for the warmth and the strength you have but I need you to understand I'm not like I use to be. Yes I may be broken but I'm not like a toy that can simply be fixed in days it takes years of healing but I will never be the same. I just need to be wrapped up in your arms I need to feel you breathe I need to hear your heart beat even if it's not for me. When I first met you things seemed they weren't suppose to be but in my heart I knew how much you already meant to me. Even though I was broken and things had been shatterd like a mirror you helped me pick up the pieces and finally I have seen I don't want to keep my heart anymore I know you Wont be mean. I love you more each day we get just you and me . So I decided to give my heart away you see I gave it to the perfect man because I know that he is the greatest gift I have received he can't be replaced by anyone or anything because he means the world to me
