Truely know pain

I dream about dying,
lying six feet in the ground.
I dream about everyone crying,
while i laugh at every one of them.

Maybe you should have seen,
the pain you all caused.
Maybe you should have seen the scars,
then you might have understood.

For now go ahead and cry,
even though your crying because of yourself.
You will never know,
what caused me so much pain.

Look in the mirror
and see what you've become.
Be like i once was,
then you will truely know pain.