Thank you Anyway

I can't express the hurt inside,
The way my heart and soul died.
The truth I finally begin to see,
Your no longer in love with me.
All this time I gave you my trust,
Only to find you after another lust.
I just want to stop and thank you,
For all the things you managed to do.
We seemed to have wasted tons of years,
I dried out every drop of tears.
I learned not to fall in love so fast,
Expect happiness to actually come and last.
Thank you for not letting me be me,
The true side of you finally let me see.
Thank you for pretending you have love,
To the back burner give me a shove.
Thank you for continuous lies,
Helped me to protect myself and open my eyes.
Thank you for always leaving me alone,
Made me see I can live on my own.
Thank you for just being you,
Forces me next time to think things through.