I looked at you as if you were my saving grace; my place of true peace. i looked at you and thought oh god what a wonderful reason to love, but you broke my heart now my peace is gone. i never thought about the blade before but now it is my only hope for relief. it makes scars that i can trace more than once and i plan on doing that tonight. i know i promised that no matter whatever happened between us that i would stay calm and never lose my sanity but how was i even supposed to lose it when i never had it to begin with. when i see you in the hall at school you always try to talk to me and make it up, but i wish you would just forget me now for I'm am gone!!!!
