I can feel the pain you have undergone. This is the most painful pain which penetrates the soul. It is our attachment which causes such pain. In order to kill such pain , we need bigger attachment. Attachment to GOD is the Supreme attachment. As a child leaves his toy even if he loves it, for a new beautiful toy, by attaching with God you will win over your pain.
See the things you have. You have food to eat, eyes to see, legs to walk and so on. There are people who don't even have these things.
Attach yourself with GOD.