?~How Can~?

How can life be so complicated .. how can it go wrong....

How can everything fall apart and suddenlly be gone...

How can life give head aches that wont go away?

Because I cry so much ..I cry every day..?

How can people that swore to be there..turn their back on me.

They said they'd be there for anything but now I disagree.

How can life push you down and not help you back up.?

How can be that way..and when something goes wrong they just seem to give up..?

How can god be real and not be there to help?

How can he sit there when people really need help?

How can my world seem so dark..when things are lightning up?

How can I feel so bad and happy why?..because my mom has kept her spirit up....